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Thriller · 2020 · R

This Is How I Lied

by Heather Gudenkauf

A pregnant detective reopens the twenty-five-year-old murder of her own best friend.

For17+GenreThrillerLength336 pagesRead time~7.5 hours

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Violence

Very heavy

Content warnings include murder, physical abuse, and animal death with alluded torture; reviewers note the animal material is among the hardest to read

Language

A lot

Strong adult language in the police and teenage timelines

Sexual Content

A lot

Warnings cover sexual assault and statutory rape, plus grooming of a teenage girl by an older figure

Substance Use

Some

Teen drinking in the 1995 timeline

Emotional Intensity

Physically and emotionally abusive relationships, absent parenting, bullying, gaslighting, infertility and pregnancy loss, suicidal thoughts, hoarding and dementia; reviewers describe a book unafraid to go dark on nearly every front

What this book is about

Eve Knox was found dead in the caves outside Grotto, Iowa, in 1995. Maggie Kennedy-Price, now a pregnant detective, gets the cold case, and the novel rotates between Maggie, Eve, and Eve's sister Nola — a woman whose relationship with animals told everyone in town something they chose not to hear.

Notes for sensitive readers

Reader-flagged moments and themes that may affect your experience.

Animal cruelty and alluded torture

Statutory rape and grooming

Pregnancy loss

Suicidal ideation

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